A Sparkly Christmas

Once in a while the desert is breathtaking

Pocket sized memory

Hiding from myself

The personal stuff is getting harder, more painful. I'm constantly questioning fate, and destiny, and worse, karma...Trying to hide from myself, and all of the overwhelming stuff that has to stay in my head..

Pain..Pain..Go Away..

Living in this constant state of want is about to put me over the edge. My will is no longer as strong as I thought it to be. I can't even be logical. I spend most of my time trying to justify my poor choices. Excuses, excuses, excuses.

It really is like Heroin..You can love it, want it more than food, water, oxygen, but that love doesn't make it good for you..

Too bad it grows out of control so quickly.

I want to get back on that train, and run away for a little while.

Cleaning up the environment

Please slow down

It feels like it's all going too fast..